ahh the joys of county chorus

so i am freaking out like woah. i am scared about auditions tomorrow and i'm probably going to break down before i even go in.
cause with musical, i knew my music, so i wasn't worried about it at all, but with this i don't know my music perfectly, and it's freaking me out like woah.

i didn't finish my narry, so i am gonna finish it up... i'll do it on here... so we're gonna get like a paragraph of before so that i can tell what i'm doing.

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She had seen this glimmer all her life, and she didn't need a mirror to know that she didn't inherit that glimmer from her parents.She was not afraid to challenge this glimmer with her own fire, despite the beatings she would get. She would hold her head high, speak her beliefs and then her cheek would get a smack from the back of one of her parents ringed hands, normally her father's. She wouldn't care about the smack, because she didn't like letting herself go unnoticed by her parents. She would avenge herself over her little brother, and she would tell her parents what she thought, all before jumping out of a tree and into the pond on the outer lines of their property.

She was not afraid of anything, and her parents knew that. She could tell that her mother admired that in her, though it was only seen at certain moments. Her mother did not pay much attention to her, but the green eyed Grey would catch her mother looking at her with sad eyes sometime.

Before the man and the lady had their first child, they were sure that it would be a son. They went to a seer, and a healer, and they even dared to go into a muggle hospital and get a 'sunnygraham' done to find out if they would be having the son they had always wanted. Sure enough, all said that it would be a boy. They picked the name and bought all monogramed everything. The first name, Casey, would come from the son's father and the middle name, Mason, would come from the mother's deceased brother.